Fish

Despite my cruel and unusual neglect of my tropical fish over the past few months, amazingly all of them and the plants have survived.  I only lost one of my two snails.  They all should feel much better now, though, since I finally exchanged their water and pruned out all the dead leaves.  In a couple days I’ll go buy a new bulb for the aquarium top and will be able to post better pictures.

My Two Blue Gouramis

My Two Blue Gouramis

Robins

As you may remember, I bought a BirdCam when my husband and I discovered that an American Robin had built a nest literally right outside the window of one of our spare rooms.  Then, while trying to figure out the best way to mount it over the nest, we didn’t see any more activity at the nest and assumed it was abandoned.  I set the camera up to take photos of the feeders on the deck.

Then next time we glanced out, there were eggs in the nest.  That sneaky Robin had faked us out!  I didn’t move the BirdCam, however, because I didn’t want to spook the Robin and cause her to abandon the eggs.  So I used my Canon to get shots through the window, which accounts for the fuzziness of the images.  (I’ve never washed the outside of these windows, therefore there’s at least a decade’s worth of dust or whatever collects on windows.)

Robin's nest on April 10, 2012

Nest on April 10, 2012. Three blue eggs. They looked just exactly like Easter candy.

 

Robin's nest on April 16, 2012

Nest on April 16, 2012. Two of the eggs have hatched.

 

Robin's nest on April 25, 2012

Nest on April 25, 2012. All three of the eggs hatched and all the nestlings appear to be strong and growing.

 

Robin's nest on April 29, 2012

Nest on April 29, 2012. This is the last pictures of the babies in the nest. After this, they were gone. We can only assume they went out into the world to successfully make their way.

 

School

My last class for this semester was last Thursday, May 3rd.  I cannot tell you how relieved I am.  I still have a final exam tomorrow, and another one next Tuesday, and I have two papers due on Friday and Monday, but I don’t have to go to campus and sit through tedious classes wishing I were elsewhere anymore.  So that’s good.

Plus, I only have 1 more class and I’ll be done with the BA in Biology altogether.  I’m scheduled to take that class in July and August.  Then I’ll get my diploma and move on to other educational opportunities.  Like a master’s degree in Resource Interpretation.

This makes it sounds as if I don’t like school.  It’s more complicated than that.  I love learning.  I’ve learned a lot in the last 3 years.  And I appreciate being able to go back to a university at my age and study things that interest me.  What I’m tired of, however, is…..

  • having to sit through classes that only deal superficially with topics that are dumbed down for 19 year olds,
  • having to jump though hoops and be graded on it,
  • being required to ask questions (or post them to discussion boards) that the instructors never bother to answer,
  • being rushed through the lab experiments (since I’m not required to understand it, I only have to follow the lab ‘recipe’ then write up the results as if it had worked),
  • listening to professors read their text-heavy Powerpoint slides verbatim,
  • listening to professors (many of whom are the age of my own children) telling me to do things because it will be ‘good for me’
  • or listening to the older professors lecture on how irresponsible students are and that we are all spoiled and lazy.  (No kidding-I’ve sat through more than one such tirade.  One instructor got so angry that she packed her stuff and walked out of the class.)

There’s more, but that plenty to get my point across.

 

Work

I’ve reapplied for the summer position with the National Park Service to be a park guide and visitor’s assistant at Prince William Forest Park.  I’m just waiting to hear if and when I’ll be able to get on full-time again.

That’s all my news, I think.

 

Written on May 9th, 2012 , Miscellaneous Tags: , ,

This new background photo was taken at Occoquan Bay NWR.  I actually take a lot of photos of tree branches against the blue sky.  I think it’s one of the prettiest combinations of colors there is.  Just like I love when the bright white moon is up during the day in front of a clear cerulean sky.  Gorgeous.

Bald Eagle in Tree

Sometime taking photos of tree branches includes Bald Eagles at Pohick Regional Park.

To me, beauty is meaningful.  As is the grotesque.  As is oddness.  And living things of all species.  So I am easily motivated to take photographs of things I find beautiful, grotesque, odd, or alive.  (Which encompasses almost everything, which accounts for the outrageous number of photos I take.)

Dead Fish

And the grotesque includes the dead fish that eagles leave uneaten on the shore.

Humans are hard-wired to find meaning.  It’s part of our nature to puzzle out why things are, to learn about them, to find (or invent) meaning for them.  This is part of the intelligence that evolved along with creativity, language, art- and tool-making, and everything else that sets up apart from other animals.  Our curiosity about the world, our ability to figure out patterns, discover their meaning, and plan for the future – all this has made extremely adaptable and therefore successful.

I don’t believe that the universe as a whole has any meaning.  There is no absolute, over-riding purpose to anything… at least, not one we can be privy to.  (Although that doesn’t stop people from inventing them and trying to impose their invented meanings on others.)  But we each have the ability to decide or discover for ourselves what is meaningful to us, and to pursue that meaning.

And it is pursuing what is meaning to us that keeps us motivated to get up in the morning, to go out in the cold or the heat or the rain or the snow, to take photos, or make art, or plan for the future.  If you don’t find what you’re doing meaningful, then why bother?  Why are you doing it?  What is motivating you?

When we lose sight of what is meaningful in our own lives, though, we lose motivation.  We’re simply going through the motions.  And sometimes that’s unavoidable.  We all have to do things from time to time that seem pointless, but are required to get to some other goal we’re trying to achieve. But no one should live their whole life in pointlessness.

It is your responsibility – your duty to yourself – to find something that gives your life meaning.  What motivates you?  What makes you feel good about yourself and the work you’re doing?  What are you holding on to?  What are you protecting?  What are you creating?

Written on February 9th, 2012 , Art, Goals, Nature, Philosophy, Photography Tags: , , , , , ,

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